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Sunday, February 26, 2006

Smashing Good Time

Ever seen anyone getting into a Serious Fight? Got my chance, last night. Perfecto. Live show to wrap things up for the evening.

I was in the middle of a Serious conversation, when all of a sudden, people (all of them) from the opposite table suddenly turned and fixed their eyes at something outside. Wasnt really bothered about what they were looking at, until i hear "there's a fight there's a fight.."

Outside, i saw a drunk guy (being restrained by 2 others ) trying to push another girl (tomboy) while screaming with a disgusted face (cant hear what that screaming was all about, vulgarities perhaps? ) Behind the girl who was being pushed, was another waitress; seemingly part of the ugly dispute. After more pushing and shoving, things start to get more violent. Drunk guy grabbed hold on a glass bottle on one of the tables, and was about to smash it on her, but one of the fellas holding him back manage to stop him in time. *shove push push shove* grabs another one and *Smash!!* ..... my jaw dropped. The girl was stil standing there, probably shaken, and she just stood there. Girls screamed..the whole scene was nothing but chaos.

From the inside, all of us there was watching it as if it was a scene from a violent movie starring drunkards fighting over women. All we could do is to watch whats happening out there, behind glass windows; its seemingly the safest place to be in amidst the chaos. Things dont end there. All of a sudden, a dark cap-wearing guy sitting at the table next to us got up, burst out through the doors and join in the "game". The next thing i know *Smash!* He hit that girl with another glass bottle... (dont see how he's related to that in anyway at all...)

Jaw dropping incident. Chaos. Bloodied people. Panicking patrons. An obviously Dazed cashier. =.=''

Still wasnt sure what happened. The only thing on my mind was to get out of that place. That girl probably flirted with the girlfriend or something (fights are always about girls..). Or drunk guy is against Homos. I looked every bit like the one who got hit, so the wisest thing to do is to - Get the f*ck out of that f*cking place!!

Hmm. Interesting. The image of the glass breaking upon contact with a female skull (ouch!), shattering it into pieces in the process, the sound of breaking glass (unpleasant auditory experience), the whole scene of pushing and shoving, sweaty crazy guy sitting at the next table, green shirt pervert bearing a sheepish smile (yucks!) - This is someting NEW, an odd combination of events ... a sight to behold.

Why do people resort to violence to sort things out? Alcohol twist a sane man's sane mind? Or he's memang twisted? That's soooooo ....Barbaric, so barbarus. Probably they'll slap each other with lawsuits? Or mastermind Gang-Fights, next time, same place? Get more people, use more weapons? Gawd..who knows.

I'll never understand this. Incomprehensible.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Music for the Soul

Taste in music is something very individual.
Songs reflects past experiences ; songs reminds you of something close to you.

Songs like that stimulates the mind, makes you ponder about things you might not have thought of.


Thursday, February 23, 2006

Honestly Speaking

Uncertainty.
People dread to feel that. Drives people crazy. Make them do things out of the ordinary. Silly things.
Silly things that make them lose their edge; lose something they already have within grasp.
Why do people lose sanity over seemingly normal and common thing?
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sometimes we cant expect everyone else to accept what they couldnt bring themselves to accept. We just had to work our way around, and adapt to it.explaining things to people that you know wouldnt understand at all is a waste of energy. they're born and brought up in a way that they've been preprogrammed with a certain kind of rigid mindset; not susceptible to changes that easily (at all). just a matter of topics you chose to talk about. and how close you guard your private life. always know where to draw the line.

people tend to stick to things they know. its much safer that way, than to risk going into somewhere they're not familiar with. they do that simply because they fear of losing something dear to them, without realising that it was actually gona bring them down. risk takers are big gainers.

novelty. i realise it wears off rather quickly. sometimes we lose track, not knowing where we're actually heading. promising start, but now im not sure. bless me. i hope im not wrong about this.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Thoughts

it just had to rain each time its past working hour.just when everyone's ready to leave and happy to leave work behind for the rest of the evening, it just HAD to rain.urgh..
i hate to get wet.whoops..ok..thats a strong word.rephrase : i don FANCY getting wet in workclothes.

each time i get a carwash, it WILL rain soonafter.i've accepted that fact.haha.Dad has the same problem.I think i probably got that from him.the worst of all was that it rained all of a sudden WHILE my car is being washed.no joke.serious shit.=.='

this is not cnn.dont come here for juicy news about me.
capowner is the sweetest.
respected.loved and cared for.
the best thing that ever happened to me.

on the other hand :
i stil dun understand why u show the links to those B*****S from my course last time.Dont see the connection with the SQUARE. =P anyway i didnt purposely share the same name as J.Ang.hahaha.darN! why la..why?!

Darkos TP, dun turn my MZLD into something else..i know you're having a good time making fun of it (changing y to i).cilaka mia..
Eh, repost that please.Thats the best post ever!Yay! we live in boleHLand!

Maxis..

Activate call waiting..
me : *dial 123.. wait patiently
*tuuuuu
O : Hello Mr Ong..How can i help you?
me : Im not mr ong,im his daughter, and im calling up to activate the call waiting service.
O : ok.whats your number?
me : (number)
O : ok.So can i speak to Mr Ong then?
me : Nope, cos He's in alorsetar and im here in kl.
O : Oh..i have to speak to mr ong because i need to verify some details with him.
me : but i called up yesterday, and i was told that all i need is his IC number and address for verification.
O : er..could you please hold the line..

*maxis song playing....
me : *waiting..
me : *stil waiting...
me : DARN! *click*

me : *Dials 123.. (hopes for another operator)
O : Hello Mr Ong, How can i help you?
ME : im not mr ong, and im calling up to activate the call waiting thing.
O : ok.is it for this number?
ME : yes it is. (was waiting for her to ask me dad's details)
O : Ok.we're done.thanks for calling maxis ... centre.
ME : (WTF?!) whats wrong with that guy earlier.cilaka mia..verify his head!

so we're talking about proper procedure?muahaha..sue me!

Mess

2 days ago i parked my car in front of a salon.next to the salon is a workshop (for bikes i reckon).
as usual, its hard to find a space, so when u came across one, you take it. (im bloody sick of finding parking spaces.and right now, i think i
can do side parking with my eyes closed.haha.sorry.that was abit too much..)
had a rough day at work ( with a tolerable amount of stress) - and partly because capowner chose to ignore me . so the last thing i need is more trouble.
i got back to my car, and i saw 3 cement blocks placed right behind my car. (wtf~)

obviously, people from the workshop did that.so i walked over to the workshop, and asked the mechanic if he could move the blocks for me.he looked up at me but didnt say anything.
he got up and walked to the back of the workshop, and reappeared with gloves.(he's wearing a surgical mask (dont know how that help in a workshop!!!)).
i was looking at him and he blurted "What are you looking at? (WTF?!!) Cant you wait?Cant you see that i went in to get the gloves?"
then i said "I didnt say anything at all.why are u saying that im urging you to do it faster?"
his reply was "No you didnt say anything, but you look like you're urging me" (WTF!!)

i was stoned.earlier on i said i had a bad day at work + capowner ignoring me, and was it a crime not to be smiling?and who would be smiling if you find 3 cement blocks behind your car when all you
wanted to do at that time is to go home get a shower and a good rest?!whats wrong with these people!
and its not like i walked into the workshop and order him to move it for me, i asked politely.i stil thank him for removing the blocks, though he did it like i owe him 3 million pounds.didnt think he responded to it, but
it didnt matter.i dON CARE.Ugh..

sometimes there's alot of things going on in your head, and when you're deep in thought, you probably wont be smiling.im not some clown who has a smile painted on the face.right now, it offends people when you're not smiling.
next time, people might get sued for not smiling, or worse, get hanged for not smiling.

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whats the feeling of getting the disgusted look from others when you try to speak?
im not sure.what does it mean? that you should just shut up? i don know..
im fighting for my own self worth, and i do that for myself, not to prove to others what im capable of doing.just because i get to places they dont get to go, doesnt make me a stuckup.
i know where i want to be, and i have goals to achieve.while i do that, its not like im cheating my way up.there's no shortcut.so instead of doing things their way, they let it out on me
by showing their disgusted faces.i wont say that it affects me in anyway at all, but what i couldnt understand is that why that? why a disgusted face? ...