Straightjacket Feeling

Hate is a strong word.
It's a four letter word we always confuse with anger and confusion.
It's a Four letter word besides the F word we often abuse.
It's the word we use on things we don't like.
It's the word we use on people we don't fancy or had something against.

Love is an equally strong word.
It's a four letter word we always confuse with liking and infatuation.
It's a four letter word besides Miss that we often misuse.
It's the word we use to describe our fondness for someone or something.
It's the word we use on people we claim to like or had something for.

But how can we hate someone we claim to love? Or used to love? It had always been a gray area, love and hate. Without any clear line seperating two of the strongest emotions a person can ever experience, we rely solely on our own judgements. It takes a strong mind to get over all the emotional attacks thrown at you. Self-destruction is by choice, it's not the only way out.

Before you start screaming that your life is giving you a hard time, think twice. It happens to everyone else. It's a test of will, faith and trust. It takes a lifetime to forget someone. A quest you might never find an ending. It's something you'd have to live with for the rest of your life. Along with decisions we might regret, or be grateful that you made.

It's these experiences in life that will make us a stronger person.